Mama SRL


Du-ma acasa

De cand ma stiu mi-a placut sa fiu pe fuga, sa plec rapid de acasa, sa vad locuri noi, sa gasesc camere de hotel, sa vad restaurante. Si nu am gasit niciodata confort in a sta in casa. Mereu casa mea era in alta parte. Si cand mi-am luat casa mea, am incercat sa o fac exact ce am visat. Si cumva a devenit fix ce imi trebuia. Dar dupa doi ani am descoperit ca eu vin acasa doar sa dorm. Si atunci am inceput sa imbunatatesc iar casa. Si tot asa pana cand ne-am mutat in apartamentul unde stam acum si unde a venit si copilul din primele zile de viata. Acum ne dam seama ca poate o casa mai mare ne-ar fi fost mai folositoare. Dar ne-am oprit din aceasta cautare.

Am aflat de curand importanta majora pe care casa o are pentru fiecare din noi, acea casa care inseamna acasa a capatat sens cand am intrat cu fiul meu in casa dupa o saptamana in care a fost plecat si el s-a bucurat atat de tare ca este acolo incat nu a contat nici macar ca jucariile lui erau inca in bagaje. El cunostea usile, paturile, podelele si era atat de frumos incantat ca este acasa incat totul a avut brusc sens pentru mine de asemenea. Atunci am realizat ca nici eu nu ar trebui sa fiu plecata de acasa. Cred ca frumoasa sau nu, aceasta va fi casa noastra pentru mult timp. Si cata vreme el este fericit eu pot fi fericita de asemenea. Trebuie sa recunosc ca fiecare coltisor al casei noastre a fost atat de atent gandit incat ar fi total nedrept sa ne dorim altceva. As schimba un bloc vechi pe unul nou. Dar simpla lui bucurie in vederea acestui apartament ca pe casa lui face ca si scartaitul podelei sa fie atat de perfect. Imi amintesc acum un an ca incercam sa nu ii deranjez somnul si acum ador acele scartaieli pentru ca fragedele lui picioruse calca pe aceste podele.

Am fotografiat de atatea ori turnul de apa pe care il vad de la ferestrele noastre. Si da, ador acest turn de apa si mi-ar placea sa il detin. Mi-ar placea ca intr-o zi sa il fac un loc special pentru copii. Cataratul este fix ce le place copiilor sa faca si sunt atat de buni la asta incat un turn de patru etaje ar fi exact ce le trebuie. Si asta imi face inima sa bata si mai puternic. Impreuna cu luna care urmareste de sus turnul de apa.


Take Me Home

Ever since I know myself I loved being on the run, getting out of home quickly, seeing new places, finding hotel rooms, seeing restaurants. And I have never found the comfort of staying in. My house was always somewhere else. And when buying my own house, I tried to make it into exactly what I was dreaming of. And somehow it became just that. But after two years I discovered I was only getting in to sleep there. And that is when I started making the house into a better one. And so on until we finally moved into our current apartment and where our baby came in since his first days. Now we realize that maybe a bigger house would be more useful. But we stopped from this new search.

I have learned only recently the major importance of home for everyone, that house which means home made sense since I entered with my son into our home after one week of being away and he simply got so excited about being home although most of his toys were not yet back there. He knew doors, beds, floors and he was so genuinely excited about being home that everything suddenly made sense for me also. I am not supposed to be away from home. He is my home and he loves being here. I guess beautiful or not, this will be our home for a very long time. And as long as he is happy I can be happy also. I have to admit that every corner of our home has been so well thought of that I would be totally unfair to wish for a different thing. I would change a bit the block of flats with a new one. But his pure joy in seeing this apartment makes even the squeak of the floor so perfect. I remember one year ago I was trying not to disturb his sleep and now I love all those squeaks because his lovely feet step on these floors. 

I have photographed so many times the water tower I see from my windows. And yes I love this water tower that I would love to have it as my own. I would love one day to make this into a special place for kids. Climbing is just what they love to do and they do it so perfect that a four floor water tower would be just what they need. And that is what makes my heart beat faster. And the moon chasing this water tower.

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